FALLEN ANGELS

Empty hearts

Fallen angels

Autographs

We’re running, we’re running away from it all

Numbing pain

Feel the same

Open wounds and torn-up letters

We’re running, we’re running away from it all

I thought you were so different

In the end you’re the best version of them

I’m drowning in your catacombs

You’re a fallen angel, a fallen angel

Aftermath

Bleeding scars

Fuck my loyalty

I’m sailing into nothingness

We’re running, we’re running away from it all

Do you ever exit your tunnel vision?

Can’t you feel sickening friction

I’m done

And we’re running away from it all 

Copyright by S.M.Garcia 11/28/2015

PRETTY.

I get bored
by the sight of you
and I know
what I am gonna do

You're standing on one side
there's nothing I can do
to make you follow
me

I am a million miles away
I'm hiding at my secret place
I think I threw the key away
and you're the one who made me find it
again


There's nothing pretty about this
There's nothing pretty about this
but some day it will make all make sense
lick my wounds you rip them up again

Now you're getting bored
and I can't follow
it's upside-down I feel so hollow
wish I had never seen that hole again
I'm hiding at my secret place

I get bored
by the sight of you
and I know
what I am gonna do

NOTHING

Wanna change the world
without them
wanna know your name if you please me
everything you do breaks my soul apart
but

you are nothing
you are nothing

So tired of mundane, boring people
they play with the pinks but all I see is black
running away for all the right reasons
cause

you are nothing
you are nothing

All the plans we had they make me sad
all the blinding lights they make me mad
you let me down and betrayed yourself

you are nothing
you are nothing


I don't fit it and I never tried
rather be alone than feed your lies
talk to one of them and it's all the same

you are nothing - to me

"Nothing" by S.M. Garcia 7/14/2015

Shadow

So crushed
your life
just nothing right
all you have become is nothing that I wanna know

Living inside
distorted eyes
no one can reach you
no one can make you come alive

and all I can see is you're becoming your own shadow
all that I can hear is warning voices everywhere
everytime I try to push you up to follow
make no sense to me, seems like you don't wanna be free

Attention whore
or something more?
why do you close down everything that ever made you smile
such greedy hands for broken plans
no one can reach you
no one can make you come alive


and all I can see is you're becoming your own shadow
all that I can hear is warning voices everywhere
everytime I try to push you up to follow
make no sense to me, seems like you don't wanna be free

copyright Soraya M Garcia 6-14-2015

Radiohead - Optimistic

"Optimistic"

Flies are buzzing around my head
Vultures circling the dead
Picking up every last crumb
The big fish eat the little ones
The big fish eat the little ones
Not my problem give me some

You can try the best you can
If you try the best you can
The best you can is good enough
[x2]

This one's optimistic
This one went to market
This one just came out of the swamp
This one dropped a payload
Fodder for the animals
Living on an animal farm

If you try the best you can
If you try the best you can
The best you can is good enough
[x2]

I'd really like to help you man
I'd really like to help you man.....
Nervous messed up marionette
Floating around on a prison ship

If you try the best you can
If you try the best you can
The best you can is good enough
If you try the best you can
If you try the best you can
Dinosaurs roaming the earth [x3]

 

"Optimistic" written by Radiohead. 

SoulCrusher

Caught in your ego-ways
all you think about is yourself
no matter what you do
the focus always has to be on you

but I don't really feel like watching
I don't really feel like watching you burn


You're putting me down
firing me up 
you spin me around
and you crush my soul

Demanding way too much
not giving back
you make me feel numb
and you crush my soul

You never care about what other people feel
you're tunnel vision won't allow you to see
everything you're messing up again
you just don't care you'll always stay the same

SoulCrusher copyright by S. Garcia

All We Have

We don't need to tell you who we are

We don't don't need to tell you where we're going

We know that the end is gonna come

only if we want it to come

You'd die to live

and he doesn't know 

he doesn't care

he likes to put on a show

It's black and white and gold

no place to turn no one to hold on to

never safe - but savouring moments

you never know when it's gonna come

And we suck the life out of it

we allow them everything

someday it won't matter but it matters now and that's all we have

all we have

all we have

You're feeling guilty cause you're playing with their time

feeling so brittle you could burst into pieces

after all these years you're further from me than you could ever be

the price I paid for running from mediocrity

You'd die to live

and he doesn't know 

he doesn't care

he likes to put on a show 

"All We Have" - Soraya Garcia  12-9-14