All We Have

We don't need to tell you who we are

We don't don't need to tell you where we're going

We know that the end is gonna come

only if we want it to come

You'd die to live

and he doesn't know 

he doesn't care

he likes to put on a show

It's black and white and gold

no place to turn no one to hold on to

never safe - but savouring moments

you never know when it's gonna come

And we suck the life out of it

we allow them everything

someday it won't matter but it matters now and that's all we have

all we have

all we have

You're feeling guilty cause you're playing with their time

feeling so brittle you could burst into pieces

after all these years you're further from me than you could ever be

the price I paid for running from mediocrity

You'd die to live

and he doesn't know 

he doesn't care

he likes to put on a show 

"All We Have" - Soraya Garcia  12-9-14

STUMBLE

When you follow
you follow
so shallow
find another way
we stumble 
we fall down
we break and we run away

everyone's different and yet the same
we stumble we fall and we break and we just run away
everyone's different and yet the same
we stumble we fall and we break and we just run away........

There's a fight inside
a war outside
erasing light
and buying time

copyright S. Garcia 7-27-14

Is this who you are?

Yeah, I've been to Jupiter
And I've fallen through the air
I used to live out on the moon
But now I'm back here down on earth
Why are you here?
Are you listening?
Can you hear what I am saying?
I am not here, I'm not listening
I'm in my head and I'm spinning
Is this who you are?
Some sweet violent urge
A weak fallen man
With the promise of an end?
All the pretty people died
Innocence is out of style
All the whores have gone away
Now there's nothing left for me
Why are you here, are you listening?
Can you hear what I am saying?
I am not here, I'm not listening
I'm in my head and I'm spinning
Is this who you are?
Some sweet violent urge
A weak fallen man
With the promise of an end?
Is this who you are?
Some sweet violent urge
A weak fallen man
With the promise of an end?

All the props go to 30 Seconds to Mars, who wrote this song. It's called "fallen". 

ALL WE GOT

No, they can't change
no matter what you try
in the hollow
there's nothing new inside

You let me down
cause there is no other way
You let me down
cause I don't know how to stay

We talk but we don't listen
we see but we don't understand
the only thing that's missing
is another way, another chance

Looking for another way
tired of staying and running away
at the same time
is this all we got?
all we got to try


 by S. Garcia 7/13/14

DRY

DRY

Hide behind excuses

I don't have a word to say

to you

if it mattered it would all be here

and somedays I believe them

the rollercoaster is getting faster

you love the dizzy spells

I am starting to stay longer

though I am not seeing you anymore

Every day is spinning so far away

from what we wanted

every day a little more

your dream's become a once-told notion

we can't remember and you've forgotten

They all play on different sides

running to be all in line

questioning your lies

almost pretending to believe them

in the end it's all the same

we can't remember and you've forgotten

copyright Soraya M Garcia 07/03/14

Best friends forever

A story I wrote a while ago and got published: http://www.freshviewer.de/artikel/97

ENJOY.

COLD AGAIN

I wanna know who you are

trapt in all these second faces

I think I really know your scars

hidden from reality

 

who are you to fake it?

who are you to shake it up?

I wanna to see you faded

I wanna know my life's not forgotten

With everything you've been through

You tell me that you wanna get cold again

the normal vision kills you

you tell me that you wanna get cold again

Never the authentic one

changing games and changing places

too far away to make me run

hidden from reality

 

copyright Soraya M Garcia 5/17/2014

FALLEN

Missions of sand that are endless
questions and questions surprise me and can lead me on
I'm not like most that you met and
I' m not like most that you know

where do you go when everything falls
where do you go when there's nowhere left to run
where do you go when they leave you alone
where do you go when the demolition starts

We are the fallen
We are the that ones came undone
We are the liars
We are the only ones

Once you turn it up, they will turn it down
every time you're clean, they will dirt you up
can't leave the fakeness, can't leave your lies
stay though I know you're the devil in disguise 

where do you go when everything falls
where do you go when there's nowhere left to run
where do you go when they leave you alone
where do you go when the demolition starts

"Fallen" copyright Soraya M. Garcia 3-15-2014

immortals

We don't need anyone to get us through
and now I'm back at my place
back in my truth

I never wanted to belong and I guess I never will
I don't even think about you
I never wonder about you

cause all you do 24/7
is playing with their time
and I feel like such a liar
when I know you're killing their immortality

and it's all coming out now
everybody's been in this too long
and it's all coming out now
everybody who's right is wrong

and i feel like such a liar
i feel like such a liar
i let you go around
killing immortals to the sound of your chains

*immortals* by soraya garcia 17/02/14