ROADS

They don't know what to say
switching perspectives again
I don't wanna do what they do
I don't don't wanna believe what they think

30 roads with 100 outcomes
rose petals or kitchen knives
it's not as bad as it sounds they say

you drift into another direction
while I'm finding mine
you're becoming what I feared you'd be 
unidentified by most of them

in the end it all sounds stupid
tunnelvision sight sets in
the fear of becoming nothing and everything
all at once hits me

 copyright by Soraya M Garcia 3/23/2013

LA love....................

I haven't been to CALI or L.A: yet....but when I do..............I hope it will sound and feel like this:

http://www.arjanwrites.com/arjanwrites/2009/04/free-download-young-love-black-boots.html

INNOCENT

Nervous
faces, shallow embraces
useful timing
feeling , lightning...

everyone up
pushing anything down
losing your ways to be the king with the crown

exploding at night
crashing every day
what does it feel like to be relevant, boy?

Let go, let go
how does it feel to be the innocent girl?
Hello, halo
you know how it feels to be invincible, girl?

The last straw, your lost war
the engine of your mind has become lose
I find the light in myself
I find the light in myself.....

copyright by Soraya M Garcia 7/24/2012

NOT THEM

“NOT THEM”


through the darkest days
through the brightest nights
i can choose to feel
whatever i like

it's like you don't know me
it's like I don't know you
squeezed into the exit hole that is your normal life
I feel I'm suffocating
see myself leaving me behind

this is not me
this is not them
this is not you
this is all of them

don't tell me we are all of them
so many versions, so many missions to sell
and still running on the ground
still running around and around

don't tell me we are just like them
too many reasons, too many regrets

this is not me
this is not them
this is not you
this is all of them
copyright: Soraya M. Garcia, 7/12/12

The Times

Once and again

everything changed

you wanna take my freedom

you wanna take my soul

betrayed myself gone cold

apathy on iron tracks

I never thought you would

I never thought you could

and when all is changed

give meaning to the meaningless

Frozen and compliant

lonely and wired

buying compassion from the dirty floor

sweet high when they depress themselves

Visiting the cold stone

sugar and isolation

dragging the life off this world

looking for my dreams like a drowning sailor

I never thought you would

I never thought you could

and when all is changed

give meaning to the meaningless

copyright Soraya Garcia/Xsbition/5-19-2012

“ The way you lie”

Broken fires, pouring rain

need to crash the compromise

or see me go insane

my decision, other's names

this is my life

and i'm tired of playing games

gotta kill the compromise

gotta do what makes me feel alive

(2x)

The way you lie

the way you lie

it only matters

when i'm feeling lost

i don't know why

the way you want me

the way you cry

i only care

when i lose my alibies

you don't know

who i really am

you paint the picture

and leave the colours blank

my decision, other's names

this is my life

and i'm tired of playing games

“The way you lie” copyright by Soraya M. Garcia 2-11-2012